sunshine go away today, I dont feel much like singing..

i hate the world today. Why does the world have to be all broken and messy. It's spoilt. I want it fixed, but I can't seem to persuade myself that I can't fix it on my own.

Today's post has nothing to do with yesterday's. It's really not a good day today.. compared to emonemo Chinese music day.

Rawr.

I want to go home. But I'm not sure where home is, if what I want is perfection.

back from the dead only to plunge in once again.

Hello all. I'm alive, just thought I'd let you all know.

It's been an eventful semester, so much so that I can't remember anything that's happened off the top of my head. (I think those are the best.) haha. But, it's been good. I'm declared and all raring to go for the next 2 years here.

But I'm now kind of slumpy. It's been a good run, but I think I wore myself out, and affter taking a2-3 week long effective hiatus from the crazy work, I can't seem to get back into gear. I think the gear box is spoilt. So I'm just here, listening to emo-nemo music, whilst finishing reading for a research paper. I dont understand the paper that is my research. It's all mathy and stuff. Have a look at it and cringe for me. I know I very poor thing.

http://federalreserve.gov/pubs/ifdp/2006/861/ifdp861.pdf

I'm sort of at a point where I'm kind of homesick. I think it's the Chinese music that I'm listening to. Since it's little of that and much more hiphop here. At least that's what blasts out of the fraternity from downstairs.

Ok enough procrastinating plus I'm running out of Chinese music, (it's limited on my computer). I'm going to start I'm going to start I'm going to start. I will. Soon. Eventually. :) After all, I have to.