i'm off to see the wizard...

It's been a long year. Too many classes, pushing myself a little too hard (despite it being 'good' for me). But here I am. In the same place I was last year. Sitting in an emptied-out room, wondering to myself, where did the year go? And how different is the me this year?

It's probably going to take awhile to get used to, I miss everyone already. All my friends are gone (packed up and left). Was talking to a friend today. We both keep 2 sets of friends... like school time friends, and summer time friends. It's amazing how when I'm home it seems l'd never left, but it's a pity that I'm so bad at being a keeper-in-toucher. And the same goes for friends over here in the summer. Out of sight, out of mind has never been so true and so sad.

Right, I have a bus to catch early tomorrow. Or today. I'm going to be so tired. Rawr. But it shall all be worth it.

There's been a cold and rainy front blowing in from goodness knows where, so that the nice spring/summer weather with it's sunshine and temperature coming terrribly close to Singapore weather went from that 2 days ago and plummeted to less that 5 degrees C today. Sorry to whoever's visiting man, the weather REALLY sucks. I packed all my warm clothes. I have ONE sweater. I do have many days on (hopefully) sunny Caribbean island to get warmed up though. I'm so glad for a chance to unwind. I've been feeling all stretched out for a while. 10 days in the Virgin Islands should do the trick I believe. :) I don't mean to be mean to people.. but I'm enjoying as much as humanly possible my holiday time. And killing my bank account, running down all my hard earned cash through slogging at the library. Ok. Enjoy, stop thinking about the money...........

I had an interview yesterday. For a really challenging internship with the US EPA. But is it bad that I'm in two minds about whether I want it? It sounds really good, really what I want to explore, but I want to go home. It's been a little long away. We'll see. I don't believe I'd get it; the interview was fine but I'm sure the other 7 applicants have way more experience in this field than I do. Perhaps that be a good thing.

I am sleepy. I still want to gather up more stuff to trash tomorrow. But if I don't sleep. I think things will not be good. So off to bed. *yawn