gray outside.

Narrow daylight entered my room
Shining hours were brief
Winter is over
Summer is near
Are we stronger than we believe?

got home at 5 this morning. Plenty to do today and tomorrow. and the day after. it'll pass.

Nerd Alert

I'm blogging from the Sciences Library. It's Saturday, the first official day of my Spring break and I'm working on my thesis. hoho.

But obviously, it's procrastinating. In between sections. I've finally finished my introduction. 9 pages worth of introduction, 5 days (plus 5 more last semester) of work. woot. Ok on to the next section! ONWARD ho!

Aiya, I pretend to be nerdy, but really I'm going to be leaving for Georgia (the state, not the country) in 1.5 hours or so. And I know that I will work there at a definite slower pace than here. (the pace of life in the South is slower. hoho. jk.) I'll just be busy having fun in the sun and chilling and exploring Savannah and playing with my housemates.

So back to work! Then to play! It'll be nice to get away for a little break.

hitting the ground running

I thought I'd update to break up my reading, since I was falling asleep reading about bladder cancer. But I have a bunch of writing to do from now till April 1. So, better get on it. Talked to a faraway friend online today and expressed how I've been fluctuating like crazy between good and bad days this past year. Been looking for peace, while figuring out that I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Kind of strange to be in limbo, but I've been finding it a little easier to just go with it, with huge bunches of help from all over. Which strikes me as interesting, cos I do think of myself as highly capable of 'going with the flow', maybe it's just hard because life decisions just carry more weight.

It's amazing to to be certain how it'll all work out in the end, even though I don't know how. Today is obviously one of my good days.

jangjangjang

I feel like singing (it's already started without me, in my head). and dancing. but I'm afraid I might collapse if I tried (I was never any good at dancing anyway, self-consciousness prevails). I'm tired, but glad that the presentation is over. Now to sit down and write the darn paper. I have let's see, just 2 weeks and a little bit to do all that. That's not very long at all, is it?

aye. The work never does seem to end. But the week does, at least. Tomorrow is Friday, and I shall be once again at the mercy of the weekend, which I do so enjoy.

But, if
Youre thinkin
About my baby
It dont matter if you're
Black or white

Yes, that is the song in my head. now I think I shall bop on home. What I shall do when I get home? Have a nap, methinks. Screw the question set that was due Tuesday, it's already late. Also I have no idea what to make of all the Victorian implications of Alice in Wonderland.