hitting the ground running

I thought I'd update to break up my reading, since I was falling asleep reading about bladder cancer. But I have a bunch of writing to do from now till April 1. So, better get on it. Talked to a faraway friend online today and expressed how I've been fluctuating like crazy between good and bad days this past year. Been looking for peace, while figuring out that I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. Kind of strange to be in limbo, but I've been finding it a little easier to just go with it, with huge bunches of help from all over. Which strikes me as interesting, cos I do think of myself as highly capable of 'going with the flow', maybe it's just hard because life decisions just carry more weight.

It's amazing to to be certain how it'll all work out in the end, even though I don't know how. Today is obviously one of my good days.