i wish i was crazy.

All my people right here right now.. D'you know what I mean...

And by right here, right now, I mean in my room at 6am pseudo studying (but really, blogging and hoping the exam won't be too hard so I won't regret these wasted 15 minutes). Soon the sun will rise, and the hustle and bustle of day will be upon me. And I can bet that tonight I will be super duper stressed, though now in the quiet of today's looming dawn I am at peace. Of course, this week is a killer week, just one of many.

I wish I could kick back like this more often. I wish that I could care less about my work and take it all in. I could be doing many things right now. Like sleeping. Or putting on several layers of clothes and going for a walk before the sun rises. I want to be crazy like that, but I know I'm not. When I'm gone people will say, "She was practical". Lovely.

Whoopdeedoop. Ok anyway I'm off. Perhaps I will take a shower. Or perhaps I will study. Or perhaps I will fall asleep and not wake up in time for my exam in 3 hours. Hmm. Better set that alarm in case. Toodles.