jesus loves the little children...
but i don't.
i've never found a way to express my dislike for children. granted some are cute, and i will one day play with my brother's kids. but i think today i can articulate the reason why i will never have kids. they make me angry. and not many things make me angry.
i feel terrible about saying this. because.. it makes me seem like a bad person. (well, that's true too. God and i, we're working on that.) but i sat next to a badly behaving boy and his mom today, and my blood was boiling. and if it didn't prick my conscience the way it did and there were no social norms and there were no consequences and children were more like bugs than people, i would have grabbed the kid and.. i dont know. at least smacked him. for being rude and disobedient and really irritating.
getting angry is such a waste of good emotions. of course by now i've forgotten the anger and it sounds a little silly. but i thought i'd write it out before i forgot why i don't like kids again.
i've never found a way to express my dislike for children. granted some are cute, and i will one day play with my brother's kids. but i think today i can articulate the reason why i will never have kids. they make me angry. and not many things make me angry.
i feel terrible about saying this. because.. it makes me seem like a bad person. (well, that's true too. God and i, we're working on that.) but i sat next to a badly behaving boy and his mom today, and my blood was boiling. and if it didn't prick my conscience the way it did and there were no social norms and there were no consequences and children were more like bugs than people, i would have grabbed the kid and.. i dont know. at least smacked him. for being rude and disobedient and really irritating.
getting angry is such a waste of good emotions. of course by now i've forgotten the anger and it sounds a little silly. but i thought i'd write it out before i forgot why i don't like kids again.
posted by glenda at 10:46 AM
2 Comments:
hahaha :) so cute la you.
nope, after living with one for a week. I completely agree. I'm finding it really hard to like children. The warm cuddly feeling doesn't last too long after they throw balls at your head, punch you all the time and vomit on you... I think if I don't adopt... ex nay on the childrens ay! :)
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