weather report: groggy, with scattered resilience

see you soon, my unexpected friend. what a blast, huh. i now sit alone on this futon. you know, it's really really quiet without the lawn mower noises. it's 11pm and I'm ready for bed. I might actually go to the far away place.

In other news, I just came back from a whirlwind weekend in nyc. Lots of meeting friends and making new friends. I had a wonderful time and it was totally worth the money. One less thing to regret now. (in case I don't make it back to hang out with a bunch of friends doing almost nothing of practical use in nyc for awhile.) So things are still up in the air. I'm still working my butt off (literally) in retail and looking for something a little more cushy, a little more money, and a little more certainty. I've realised recently that pretty much everything that I've wanted in life, if I tried hard enough.. or even if I just put in a little effort, I got it. Not this time I guess. It's taking awhile and I'm an impatient person with real needs for a plan. No plan. Free fall. Let's see where we land. Let's see where in the world God lands me.

Head up. Chin up. Forward march.

Peace out, friends.